In living this life of mine I’ve made many mistakes. Sometimes there is no straight answer and I don’t know what to do. I screw things up trying to make stuff work – it’s like forcing a square peg into a round hole, it just doesn’t fit and inside my gut, what I’m doing doesn’t feel right. And everyone has a different answer, because they don’t know for sure, so who do I listen to? I just start speaking out loud, “God, help me. I’m confused and scared and I’m not sure I’m doing the right thing. Can you give me a sign? Show me the way? Lead me in the right direction?” It’s weird and so awesome how a sense of peace drifts over me. Like mist hovering over a pond. Weightless. I’ve given my troubles away. I’m learning that things don’t always work the way I expect them too, and for whatever reason, maybe one day I’ll find out why bad stuff happens, but for now it’s out of my hands. Each time I do this my head is in a better space and my heart feels more peaceful. The little voice inside of me is becoming more noticeable, louder, and distinct each time I Let Go and Let God.