Ode To Little Sis Dori
In living this life of mine I’ve made many mistakes. Sometimes there is no straight answer and I don’t know what to do. I screw things up trying to make stuff work – it’s like forcing a square peg into a round hole, it just doesn’t fit and inside my gut, what I’m doing doesn’t feel right. And everyone has a different answer, because they don’t know for sure, so who do I listen to? I just start speaking out loud, “God, help me. I’m confused and scared and I’m not sure I’m doing the right thing. Can you give me a sign? Show me the way? Lead me in the right direction?” It’s weird and so awesome how a sense of peace drifts over me. Like mist hovering over a pond. Weightless. I’ve given my troubles away. I’m learning that things don’t always work the way I expect them too, and for whatever reason, maybe one day I’ll find out why bad stuff happens, but for now it’s out of my hands. Each time I do this my head is in a better space and my heart feels more peaceful. The little voice inside of me is becoming more noticeable, louder, and distinct each time I Let Go and Let God.
Such a beautiful and thought-provoking post, Susan. Thanks for the reminder that though,at times,our life may feel out of control….God has everything under control. We just need to trust His purpose and plan. Despite my good intentions, I am not very good at doing that though.
That my dear Sue is the way to go, God will look after you and the rest dose not matter, Love you GF xoxo